hmm.... today... as usual... me... gene... and ming hui went to swim at jun haos house... we swam continuasly... i swim for 20 laps... hahaz... after that i was soooo tired... than after that... we talked inside the pool... play water.... haha... than after that... we went 4 shower... than we went 4 lunch...

we had chicken chop rice... very nice and tasty... than after that... we went to play pool again... but than... eugene... as usual... went home... in the pool room.... we started with a warm up match... than the main match... hahaz... me and ming hui... forever draw.... till now... i still only win him 2 rounds... score is... 7:5 hahaz... wa lao... jun damn power sia... hahaz... he win both me and ming hui... but than after that.... we got win him back la... but his score is still higher... hahaz... i dunno why i always get my hand cut at table 20... so we jus now try table 20 again... and as usual... i cut my hand again... it hurt la... but not very painful... cause i use to it le... hahaz...

i still think of her... in the swimming pool when we are swimming and also when we are playin pool... looks like i still failedto burry my feelings 4 her.... but at least i managed to control it... i kept askin myself... am i worthy of her... and issit fate that is makin fun of me... haiz... i have been thinking of this question 4 a long time le... but... i still failed to get an answer.... well... i guess thats all 4 now...