went back to sch today... labtop configuration... after that... went home to sleep... dunno y.. but felt super tired... so slept.... till 5++ woke up... saw lauren on9... chatted with her till now... then darren came on... and i asked stupid questions... then got his answers...

well... as i expected... he likes lauren... told her about it... and is waiting for her answer... its good for them isnt it? as for me... i freaking go asked her about it... and she didnt really gimme an answer... she jus say its not time for her to think of all these... meaning she not ready... then darren asked me indirectly if i still like lauren.. y did he still ask when he already know? got other meanings or wat i dunno... i jus feel like bursting...

same old me... listen to song and tears came rolling down... weak isnt it? im so weak... I FEEL SO FUCKING WEAK!!! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME... i dunno wats wrong with me... another sleepless nite for me i guess...