wow... its been 2 mths... and my life is getting fun... or so i thought... well... i got my reuslts and was being posted to NgeeAnn poly to study in ECYP(EngineeringCommonYearProgramme) and after the results of posting came out.. i continued to slack at home till its the day to submit the forms... then i got my lazy butt up and went to sch with justin.... thx justin... and sorry for acompanying me to sch so many times... hahaha!!!

then... it was time for... FOC CAMP~!!!! its not free of charge... but its freshmen orientation camp... hahas... alot of them got mistaken la... lols... at camp we have a main group and a sub group... our main group is called.... AGRAVAINE!!!! and sub group is called... AGRAVINE 1!!! well... i really had fun and stuffs at the camp la... then had a crush on a girl in my group since the first day... tried to talk to her and stuffs... tried to be myself... but i dunno y... seems so hard... i cant seems to do it... then i made a good buddy at that camp... sad thing is... he also likes her... wth... so ironic rite? no choice... lifes lidddat... and he seems to be closer to her...

well i admit im jealous of him... and the worse part is agravaine people also keep putting them together... making me feel much worse... and i know of a person that has the same feeling as me... haha... dun worry!!! we 2 suffer together ok? hahaha!!! sorry im talking to a guy there... lols... in any case... i jus wish her to get over her ex first... i think the others can wait... even if she chooses him in the end... ill respect her decision... cause... love is something that cannot be forced... oh well... guess ill end here for now...

DEREK(AGRAVAINE!!!)(he= darren she =lauren)