ytd went to celebrate sheena... darren and candida's birthday... went for steamboat and thx to carmens idea... we sorta get to prank the 3 of them... using cream and M&M... they were required to use their mouth to get 5 M&M out frm that plate of cream... it was quite fun ytd... haha... after that they aactually wanna go bowl... but in the end.... darren gtg.... so we went to play arcade instead... haha!!! then after that i got to send lauren home again... that is like the... 6th or 7th time? haha... even though its that little amount of time... im still happy....

today's lesson is super boring... so sian... i almost fell asleep in class la... wth... then did work... the listen to lecturer talk -.-... then after sch... met carmen lauren and angeline... then went to the atrium together... then actually wanna play dota with romeo to kill ai de... but then... stupid labtop cannot connect to internet... so in the end... never got to play... after that slack around for awhile... then see lauren and darren left for their cca... i feel kinda sad when they left together.... but it wasnt for me to choose....

then i went home... i felt wierd and had a wierd feeling that lauren isnt beside me... this kind of feeling is seriously undescribable... i cannot even find a word to explain the feeling i had while i was going home... sigh... how i wish i was able to go to sch and back home together with her everyday... i wouldnt want to have his kind of lonely feeling anymore... that feel sux... and lauren... i like u... i join in the fun of jokin and puttin darren and u together as i have no choice... even though i put u 2 together... my heart was in pain... as if its bleeding non stop... i hope u can understand... and will let me send u home everytime... and of course... i would want u to be my girl... i wanna take care of u... be there for u... and also... to be able to say it loudly to u... that i love u....